A New Beginning

So, I finally did it. I finally had the courage to do it. I am free and happy, and I know everything will be alright.

I've been so stressed these past few months about this and now that I've finally decided to let go of it, I feel liberated. Gone are the days of crying myself to sleep and waking up feeling exhausted. Gone are the days of stress-eating and self loathing. I can now sleep soundly at night knowing that tomorrow will no longer be the same. Tomorrow is finally something I can look forward to. After so many years, I now feel like I can go back to my old hobbies and actually enjoy doing them. I feel inspired and positive about everything. I will work hard and give my best so that this opportunity won't go to waste. I am sooo thrilled and nervous, and I know I will be alright. I believe in myself. I believe that I can do this. In times of doubt, I will look at myself in the mirror and tell her that she's everything she will ever need. I'll tell her how brave and capable she is. I'll remind her to look inside her and see and feel what she truly desires. This is what you wanted, self. You can do it. I can do it. I'll be alright.