Now, lemme just quote some lines from Ain't It Fun by Paramore.
"Ain't it fun living in a real world?
Ain't it good being all alone?
Ain't it good to be on your own?
Ain't it fun, you can't count on no one..."
"Dont't go cryin' to your momma
Cause you're on your own in the real word"
Hahaha wala lang. I've been very sensitive and emotional lately, all because of this whole living-in-ze-dorm thing. I know I'm being very immature and unreasonable, but gimme a break! This is the first time in 20 years that I've been separated with my momma. Hahaha I know I sound like a little kiddo pero kasi, I'm seriously one of those clingy daughters. It's like this fragile little world of mine can crumble into pieces any second whenever my mom's not around. I'm already friggin' TWENTY and i'm only starting to learn how to stand on my own.. I guess one has to go through these kinds of emotional errrr suffering? sometimes in order to be a better person. I honestly feel that I'm a better person now hahahahaha I'm just kidding. Halllerrrr?! hindi pa nga nakakalipas ang vente quatro oras. But still, I feel like I will learn a lot from this. I just have to stay positive, ayt? :)
It suddenly occurred to me how much OFWs have to sacrifice for their beloved families back here in the Philippines.I can't even stand to be separated from my family for a day, let alone a week. a MONTH. a YEAAAAAAAAAAR... I can't even imagine how heartbroken and lonely they must be behind those beautiful smiles.. It's sad. I used to not care or think about their feelings before, but now I can somehow relate and understand the pain and hardships they must go through everyday for their loved ones. Life can be very cruel sometimes.. It's harsh, yet gentle.. do you get what I mean? It's in these hardships in life that we learn to be strong and be the best that we can ever be.. It's in these weakness that we find strength and courage to go on and keep doing what we do best.
Makakapag adjust din naman siguro ako.. It may take some time but I think I can handle it. :)
haha ang drama drama ko na naman!
"Just let the pain remind you hearts can heal.."
LOVE LOVE LOVE
-----Nitz <3 p="">
