Friday, January 30, 2015

Let The Good Times Roll!

Contrary to my previous post, this one will be about the precious moments that I've spent with awesome, crazy, lovely people :)

My phone won't stop bugging me about how low my remaining memory is, so I had to make this post just so I can let go of some of these pictures without really losing them. Sucks to be poor, eh? XD


First pic of wave 16
two of my most favorite persons in the world! just how lucky can I get? :) 
fierce XD di kinaya ng puno. 
#boyhamog(read as hastag boy hamog) and Ka-Ipe
HAHAHA! can't help but burst out laughing whenever I see this photo. XD seriously.. back story: we were having our lunch at the pantry, and of course, as usual, I'm only focused on what's on my plate.. gobbling it down like there's no tomorrow... when suddenly, I noticed the two of them watching something on TV.. so intently that it actually took my attention away from my food. I looked up to see just what these boys are watching.....and voila! they were watching Barbie of Swan Lake. Yep. Two grown up men...watching barbie as if it's some kind of action movie. You can even see #boyhamog's mouth slightly open.. I guess he was awestruck at how beautiful Barbie is? idk hahahahaha
From L to R: Enzong Dee, #boyhamog, Mari, and Pulpol
we were headed to SM Mega, I believe.. XD and to save money, we kind of forcibly fitted ourselves in one taxi. And yes, as you can see (though I'm not on the picture) all of us are pretty big in size... except Enzong Dee on the leftmost corner.. I'm so sorry Enzong haha
just a random shot of #boyhamog worshipping the karaoke monitor
#boyhamog bragging about his toy XD edi wow!

In all seriousness, am I the only one who finds this photo hilarious? it's like he's saying "I killed this chicken with my own hands..... see these remaining bones? I'll eat them for snacks later"
 I think this was when we had electric cheverlu hydrotherapy.. XD this is my TL! She's the best.... and it was really hard for me to adjust after she left :( haha can't wait to hang out with this kabogable tl again
when you're so full, even breathing becomes a task :D

#boyhamog with our beautiful supervisor :)

because working in cc requires you to work even on Christmas and New Year, we had a little salo salo


we always eat fast... so we always end up with over 30mins spare time during lunch.. and what do we usually do? tambay! XD



caption this! XD


 
 reunited with these folks again! can't wait to see you soon! I have more ghost stories to tell XD *wink wink*
 #boyhamog, Mari, and Berting
Freedom Billing Anniversary party! :)



after shift hang out with Team Pietro
#boyhamog, shamelessly taking a pacute selfie during our break

team lunch
this shot tho XD it's like a movie poster. I'll just leave it here...



I'm telling you.. I'm a guy trapped inside a  girl's body
I just can't help but be happy when I'm with these people. So joy, very cheerful, much love XD (doge?)



we were supposed to go job hunting...but ended up at Mcdonalds XD why? just why???
Enzong Dee, y u do this???
me with Enzong Dee.. XD 
 training days.. Ding, Judy, Darna


and lastly, I present to you......




*drum rolls please*




 me with crush! let's just call him Prof Snape for now.. I've been crushing on this guy for eight months now.. XD I'll save this photo's backstory for later XD




Aaaaand there you have it. I should've warned you that this post is going to be quite long.. nvm. :) these past eight months sure was tough.. full of surprises (both good and bad) but I surely will treasure these memories with these heaven-sent people :)




Jaa~

It's just one of those days..

Back in college, a good friend of mine inspired me to read and write my own blogs, and when I started blogging, I swore to myself that I will only write about good things.. things that I don't want to forget... but I know I've already broken that promise years ago, as I can't help but feel down sometimes and I couldn't resist the urge to blog about it.....just like now.


I'm such a drama queen, I know... but don't you have times when you just feel sad and uninspired and you don't exactly know why? I'm sure some of you do. I don't know.. I've been absent from work for more than 2 weeks now and I called in to inform them that I'm sick (maybe mentally sick) and that I couldn't make it to work as much as I'd love to, but really.. it's just an excuse. I thought I'm all better.. I thought I'm finally over this kind of thinking... this kind of attitude towards life, but I was wrong. I was so full of energy when I started working, I thought it's going to last.. after eight months of doing the same thing every single day, it got to me.. I just woke up one day and bam! that's it! I can't keep doing this.. I have to stop. I know I probably sound like a whining brat, but I'm just being true to myself.. no words can explain how depressed I am right now.. it's a roller coaster of emotions.. I wanted to keep going, I wanted to prove myself that I can do it, that I'm no longer the irresponsible me that I was 2 years ago.... I was wrong. I'm turning 22 tomorrow and I'm still as irresponsible and hopeless as when I was 13. I want to do things the right way.. but part of myself is stopping me from doing so. I'm a full grown (literally) adult, and my maturity is still that of a primary schooler. I think for now, the best thing that I can do is to just accept things as they are.. most importantly, I need to accept myself wholeheartedly. I need to to love myself more.. I think that's the problem here. I tend to push away the ugly side of myself, and in doing so, I stop myself from growing up.. from living.




Makes sense? I don't know.. I think I need a break XD




Jaa~